yoh..hmm, yesterday (13/7), kris, smt n yvette all went uwa. e peeps tt i've known 4 nearly most of my life all slowly going. next wuld b leanna. hai..mayb even mary n manda. double hai. realli admire those tt has a clear goal of wat they wan in the future. took sum pics. last pics la at t3 4 the fate grp. dee, sandra wasnt there though. alot of sjc peeps came 2. church, their sch frens, family, etc. hahaha









grp photo. =) (w the addition of nick cheng [correct spelling??]) hahaha


dun take pic w jeremy la, but vernon was there at jeremy's bday party, so it wasnt all tt bad la. 2 think he was living juz behind lao shi. hahaha


mh bdae party. sry, onli took 1 pic


took a sudden interest in these wooden models sia. suddenly find it realli nice 2 do. currently haf 3 models at hm, 2 planes n 1 t-rex. hee dada said mayb i shuld change 2 plastic models now. hahahaah


sry, suppose 2 b w other pics on top. cordfish n rieteo. ohohoh n 2 think we met hannah sia. damn long nva c her aldy noe. she still looks the same. hahahah

hai...i either dun feel happy, or i'm damn bored. hmm mayb cause i'm not making an effort to enjoy wat i do ba. mayb i'll stop after exam. sry, i meant if i pass. hmmm

ohhh, but a nice rock song n re-runs of my idol jap shows can realli bring up a sad girl's spirit =)))

ok today wasnt tt much of a happy day 4 me. i juz wanted 2 curl up n cry after ballet. hai. took a few pics but phone not w me, so ended up taking some from yahoo image. hahahaha. i juz rewatched like a few shows i realli missed. LOTR, centrestage, a walk 2 remember. i realli missed the dancing in centrestage sia. its seriously fantastic. though i realli hope 2 b tt gd, i'm lazy 2 try. or issit i juz plain cant??tts another thing upsetting me. i cant get things done properly. i guess i realli looked 2 highly on myself. damn fu**ed up sia. hai, back to 2 shows. charlie is such a hottie!!shane west is not tt bad 2. omg i cant believe he was tom sawyer in the league of extraordinary gentlemen can. he's better looking in a walk 2 remember, and he's realli swt, doing so much 4 her, loving her w all his heart even though she's ill n doing a 180 change 4 her. hai, if onli....oh, n i'm trying to find roswell episodes, haf been watching sinnpets (?) of the show sia. love max n liz hahahah


one of my fav cuties. robert hoffman frm step up 2


a walk 2 remember. landon n jamie. =D

also, i finalli started my violin class. wheee am glad, another thing on my list tts done =). it was je n js 20th bday last sun. happy belated bday guys. hai. july 18th...hai...will post more up soon

can i believe i juz got back??went borders at like after dinner sia, 8-9 plus??got another kathy reichs (i cant rmb how 2 spell her surname. sry!!) bk. haha n an origami bk (pic below.) suddenly i'm into origami again sia. hahaha been folding away like xiao. ohohohh..i passed anzca!!! hahahah super happi sia. though i'm seriously guessing fluke, i'm still glad. hehehe.


finalli its up. every1 hu came (well kit went back early. n man i realli wanted to stand on the table la. wahahah)


this is e bk i got. realli interesting. cant wait to start making sum boxes. hahahaha

hmmm, ate alot 2. orange julius, a bit of bk n macs. hahahah pig right?? u noe, i tot i saw J eh frm choir. looked like her but not sure, n I (tp pres). i seriously wuld like 2 emphasize I THINK. looks like la hahaha. i was staring at I n he staring back hahaha. then all ard me peeps my age dressed up like prom juz ended. issit??i'm not sure. oh well. another thing 2 ponder. how do u noe whether or not u like some1??..oh well, bz myself n it will disappear...

yo yo juz wanted 2 update a bit.


dis was taken wen we went 4 high tea. had choc fountain. mei's doing. looks nice right. hahaha was during one of the sch hol tt we went out, wen finalli ALL of us were free. hahahahah.


went to watch 'wanted'. hahaha it was cool man dis show. james mcavoy. wheee =DD. he looked betta in child of the dune though (if i got the title correct =)) ). but boy, they r bloody colourful w their words though. not into 5 mins of the show f*** came out like close 2 10 times??!!! but i'm fine w it hahaha. pity fox had 2 die. hai. but the curve bullets are damn cool sia. issit even possible to do such a thing??


jason dohring. hahaha i tell u i find him damn cute!! hot 2 prob. hahaha he's in 'veronica mars' as logan. woah damn swt guy even though he's such a bad boy. the things he'd do 4 her. they're such a cute couple can. hahaha if only...wahahahah. hmmm my other fav is charlie frm 'centrestage'. hahaha tts one show i wana intro man. the ballet is awesome sia, n 2 think tt most of it is realli done by the actors. pity they're aldy taken. wahahaAHAHAH. another wuld b chase collins frm 'step up 2 the streets'. =DD



its blur, but i'll try 2 find e grp photo we took after the bbq. random taking only la. hahaha


mei's last yr bday prez. SUPER CUTE CAN!!!!! its huge 2 N SUPER CUDDLY!!! so yeah a big hint. get me some stuff toy like dis 4 xmas or my next bdae pls pretty pls w a cherry on top!! wahahah


am super lousy at photo taking. i look half drunk. hahaha sh n me after thurs class =DD


taken at the john little's sale. cute right??hahahaha. was waiting 4 mummy. earlier went to the book fair next door n bought kathy reichs bk ( she's the writer of bones =p ). the bks not bad. hahah but its totally diff frm the show. she doesnt haf a social prob, n she has a 24 yr old kid frm a previous marriage n yes she still dates a police officer ( pity the name ain't seely booth. haiii... )

today aint such a gd day la. lost the baker kids. hai. look at it 1 way, its my fault cause i prob dunno how 2 teach, thus cant motivate. look at it another way...they bz till no time at all??it realli makes me wonder whether shuld i b doing this. shuld i b even considering this long term??? sk 1 also cant quite handle. now i cant quite say i dun care wat nie say cause i think they may b able to help me w my prob thus i wana get in, but...do i realli wana b a tcher??? i mean i can prob learn all these frm my own tcher...right??but i'm also feeling guilty cause i'm losing students 4 my own tcher cause of my lousiness. haii. i still haf no idea wat i wana do, my goals n all. ams..hai. i sumtimes feel tt its a chore 2 go sia. hai. i realli looking 4 pity right??...hai